And
on 10 September 2012, I’m back in Imlaystown again, this time—the third time—armed with even more
information about the site of the Imlay family graves. A local historian
(Monmouth County Historical Association), John Fabiano, has sent me this in an
email: Although I doubt the site is along the creek, due to flooding
issues, the site most likely is across from the Upper Freehold Baptist Church
to the right where is a former Schoolhouse, since restored into a residence, on
a bluff overlooking the creek and lake. There are remnants of a graveyard
behind the Church in the brush, but I believe that was only a dumping ground
for old headstones.
So
that is where we head this time. We drive up to the old schoolhouse, now
abandoned and weedy. We look south toward the creek. There is so much between
here and there. Private property. No markers. I take a few pictures, disgusted
with myself for driving all this way again (450 miles from home)—for nought.
Then
a man in a truck drives up onto the school property, begins unloading a large
lawnmower. We go over to him. His name, improbably, is Dan, and he tells us he
has lived all his life in Imlaystown. But he doesn’t know the grave site. He
makes a cellphone call to a neighbor, an old man who supposedly knows everything. But
Dan gets only voice-mail. Figures.
We
drive over to the church across the road. I go in the back and find the old
stones in the clump of woods behind the mowed grounds. Take a few foolish
pictures. Wonder if I’m in poison ivy.
We
drive off toward Pottsville, Pennsylvania, again. John O’Hara sites await us. And I know where they are.
Mary
Wollstonecraft was a shimmering presence hovering near her daughter throughout
her life. As time went on, radical thinkers (Frances Wright, for example) would
approach Mary Wollstonecraft Shelley, assuming—because of her middle name, because
of her parentage (on both sides), because of her husband—that she would support
their causes. But, as we will see, Mary Shelley was not her mother. After the
death of her husband—and well before, too—social sanctions and economic forces
had circumscribed her, constricted ever more tightly, threatened to crush her. She found that in
some very fundamental ways she could not be
her mother’s daughter. She was, I realize, susceptible to something that had
never seemed to affect her mother.
Fear.
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