More than a month would pass before our next exchange.
On April 7, 2000, I wrote: I’ve been
dilatory & lazy & all those other words the Puritans liked to hurl
against people like me. I told her
about the Shelley work I’d been doing—the writing—and then this: The notes in your MWS letters continue to
amaze me—and to save me tens of thousands of steps. What a wonderful piece of
scholarship.
And so it is. The three-volume set of Mary Shelley’s
letters still stands proudly on my shelf. I just looked inside the first volume
and was surprised to see that Betty had inscribed it to me in May 1999 when we’d
met for the first—only—time: For Daniel
Dyer—With all best wishes—Betty I
would need—and use—those wishes as the Mary Shelley years drifted on, and as I
(stupid, stupid I) drifted out of Betty’s life.
In that same email on April 7, I told Betty that Joyce
and I were heading out to Nantucket. I was doing a presentation on Moby-Dick and Sena Jeter Naslund’s
recent novel Ahab’s Wife, and I
wanted to travel around Nantucket to see the sites relevant, especially, in
Naslund’s work (much of it takes place on the island).
Betty replied a few hours later. She told me that she
was heading off to Italy in late May, where she would be using the country abode
of a friend to enjoy a focused period of writing.
A couple of weeks later—back from Nantucket (a rainy Nantucket: oh, did it pour!)—I wrote to tell her a little
about our trip and shared some of the recent reading I’d done. And then this: I’ve been reading trash, too, most
shamefully: a novel by Tom Clancy, a PIG in every regard. But boiling blood
cleanses my system (and high blood pressure proves I’m alive) so I guess it was
not all wasted time.
A joke about high blood pressure. Ah, youth! Now, of
course, I’m on a daily dose of Lisinopril—to control, of course, high blood
pressure.
I’d actually liked … well, enjoyed … some of Clancy’s earlier novels. But this most recent one
I was talking about—Rainbow 6 (1998)—featured
a bizarre conspiracy by liberals to wipe out the most of the human population
so that they could enjoy Nature in her full glory once again. It was ludicrous.
Betty replied with a newsy note about her various
doings (far more consequential than mine, of course). She didn’t say a word
about Tom Clancy,
Apparently, I didn’t reply because two months later (on June 14) Betty sent
a note from her Italian residence (my
full-time cave, she called it) and told me her biography had reached 1835—only
sixteen years left in Mary’s life. Who
knows, she said, how close I can come
to finishing that first draft!
As I read her words more than a dozen years later, I
am struck by her buoyancy—by her excitement about … scholarship. About holing
up in a remote place and just writing.
As a kid—as an adolescent—as a young adult I never could have believed that such excitement was remotely
possible. (Excitement was hitting a triple with the winning run on first; or
sinking a key foul shot near the end of the game; or watching John Wayne hit a very
deserving someone in the face; or having a girl say “Yes” when you asked her
out.) Of course, by the time I was writing to Betty, I fully understood how
scholarship and writing can be such thrilling occupations. I’d recently spent
some years chasing down every loose detail about Jack London and The Call of the Wild, and in 2000 I was deeply into Mary Shelley and her world.
And I knew that I’d truly never had so much fun.
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