Our own six-weeks’ tour never worked out—or, at least,
hasn’t so far. The logistics, my age and health, Joyce’s professional life—all
contributed to the trip’s fading appeal. No, “fading appeal” isn’t right. The
appeal is still immense. But when we realize something is not going to happen—cannot happen—then we tend, for
self-preservation’s sake, to confine it to a file in our minds labeled Not Gonna Happen—Too Bad.
I’ve had numerous experiences like this—some
significant, some otherwise. Among the former … I’d always wanted to climb Mt.
Hood in Oregon. My father had done it in 1937, and when I was growing up, our
trips to Oregon to visit family virtually always included views of Hood—or
trips to Timberline Lodge on Hood’s, well, timberline. Later, I visited the
mountain several times, both alone and with my own wife and son. In the late
1990s went into training to climb the mountain, made arrangements with a cousin
in the area (who taught climbing, led groups to the summit of various mountains
in the Northwest). It was all set. Then illness and injury intervened, and my
expensive climbing boots—unused—still stand in my closet where they will no
doubt remain until the day when my son finds them, wonders what on earth
they’re doing there.
In early July 1999, Betty wrote to say that she was
soon heading to England and had some questions about Harrow School, which I had
visited during my own recent research trip. Mary’s son Percy Florence Shelley
(the middle name was his birthplace in Italy—not a name most boys would cherish
these days) had attended that school—at about the same time that novelist
Anthony Trollope was there. Mary had corresponded some with Frances Trollope,
Anthony’s mother and also a popular novelist.
Somewhat earlier, Lord Byron had also attended Harrow,
and there’s a memorial marker there for his poor lost daughter, Allegra, the
daughter whom Claire Clairmont had delivered on January 12, 1817—the child
Claire was carrying that “Frankenstein summer” in Geneva. When Bysshe Shelley
informed Byron that he was going to be the father of Claire’s child, he took
responsibility for his deed and promised to care for the son or daughter who
was coming.
But Byron didn’t exactly knock himself out. Claire
surrendered (is that the right word? I think it is) Allegra to Byron in Italy
when the child was a little over a year old (weaned, in other words). Byron
placed her with accommodating friends, then, in 1821, in a convent; he hardly
ever saw her. She died on April 20, 1822. Here’s the brief letter he wrote to
his publisher, John Murray, on April 22:
You will regret
to hear that I have received intelligence of the death of my daughter Allegra
of a fever in the Convent at Bagna Cavallo—where she was placed for the last
year to commence her education. It is a heavy blow for many reasons, but must
be borne, with time.—It is my present intention to send her remains to England
for sepulture in Harrow Church (where I once hoped to have laid my own) … I
wish the funeral to be very private.—The body is embalmed and in lead. …
Byron retreated to the passive voice, didn’t he? The
convent where she was placed … the heavy blow … must be borne …. Oh, the safety of verbs.
Today, there is a stone in the ground at Harrow,
placed there in 1980 by the Byron Society. The rector in the nineteenth century
had refused any marker: Allegra was illegitimate. Here’s the current inscription:
In memory of
ALLEGRA.
daughter of LORD
BYRON
and CLAIRE
CLAIRMONT
born in Bath
13.1.1817
died Bagnacavallo 19.4.1822
buried nearby.
Erected by the
Byron Society
19.4.1980
In a matter of months, Bysshe Shelley had drowned, and
within about two years Lord Byron himself was dead in Greece, was himself in a
lead casket full of wine aboard a ship bound for England and burial.
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