Eighteen
Back on the bus. Ready to go. Gil’s
mom had brought him a little cup of ice water. He sipped slowly from that cup
for a lot of miles. I asked him if he was hungry.
“Not really,” he said. “Not
anymore.” And then he turned toward the window again.
I hated myself at that moment,
hated that I’d been so thoughtless—asking a question whose answer I already knew. Of course he wasn’t hungry. He was
deathly ill. He was on this bus only because of his passion to see something
he’d always wanted to see. And I had to go ask a stupid question …
“Vickie?”
I recognized Harriet’s voice
whispering at me from across the aisle. I looked back at her, and she jerked
her head, indicating she wanted me to slip over into the empty seat next to
her. I looked up toward the front. Mr. Gisborne had told us not to change seats—and not to move
around at all while the bus was moving, unless, of course, we had what he
called “a waste-product emergency.”
I looked back at Harriet. She was
frightened. I checked the front, saw that Mr. Gisborne had slid down into his
seat—probably sagging and sluggish because of the massive meal I’d seen him eat
at lunch. Lots of meat and potatoes, all Super-Sized. I guessed he’d be napping
for a while.
I moved quickly to the empty seat
alongside Harriet, who grabbed my hand and squeezed so hard I nearly cried
aloud. “What was that?” she whispered
fiercely.
“I’m not sure,” I said, trying to
sound more certain and safe than I felt. “But I’m afraid it’s a who, not a what.”
Harriet gripped even harder. “Not
again,” she moaned. “Oh, please, not again.”
We sat there holding hands and
silent for a time that could have been moments, could have been an hour. Fear
affects even the ticking of a clock.
Then I felt a movement behind us in
the aisle. I looked up. Mr. Leon. I prepared a lie—but didn’t need it.
“You’d better get back, Vickie,” he
said. He pointed ahead where I could see that we were approaching the tollbooths
for the New York Thruway. The bus would slow, would stop. “He’s going to wake up soon.” I didn’t need to be told who he was. I gave Harriet’s hand another
quick squeeze and slipped back across the aisle, where Gil seemed still asleep,
as well.
And sure enough, as the bus slowed,
Mr. Gisborne’s head jerked back up as if yanked by a puppeteer. He stared ahead
for a minute, figuring out where he was, I guess, then looked back fiercely and
saw … nothing out of the ordinary. That seemed to satisfy him. He took the
microphone and said, his voice ragged with recent sleep, “We’re slowing because
we’re approaching a tollbooth,” he said. “Nothing to worry about.”
Nothing
to worry about …
I heard Harriet joke, “I wish it
was The Phantom Tollbooth.” Probably not
a joke, actually.
Gil stirred slightly, and I touched
his shoulder. “We’re about to move onto the New York Thruway,” I said.
He looked back at me, smiled
thinly. “Awesome,” he said. And slumped again into sleep.
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