More about the life and death of Fanny Wollstonecraft Godwin.
As some of you know, I published a YA biography of Mary
Shelley on Kindle Direct in 2012 (link to that book). While I’ve been writing now about Fanny
Wollstonecraft Godwin—her sad life, her sadder end—I began wondering what I’d
said about her death in that biography. Below, I’ve pasted in what I wrote—and
I should remind readers that I wrote this before
I’d read Janet Todd’s book about her.
But back in England, things were not so carefree. Fanny
Godwin—the only other daughter of Mary Wollstonecraft—was very unhappy. She had
been away from home in 1814 when Mary and Claire had first run away with
Shelley, and when Fanny returned, she heard many angry outbursts from Godwin
and Mary Jane. Fanny was trapped: She loved her sisters but she did not want to
disobey Godwin, who refused communication with them. And then [1816] Mary and
Claire had gone off to Switzerland for the summer with the romantic Lord Byron.
While she stayed at home to work in the shop for Mrs. Godwin, who was not an
easy employer.
Godwin himself loved Fanny very much—even though she
was Gilbert Imlay’s daughter. Like her
mother, Mary Wollstonecraft, Fanny was moody and often depressed. And she felt
insecure. Both Mary and Claire tried to cheer her up in their letters. “For
heaven’s sake be cheerful,” urged Claire. But Fanny was sure that her sisters
were untrue to her. She thought they were laughing at her. And while Mary and
Claire were in Switzerland, Fanny wrote: “I am not well; my mind always keeps
my body in a fever; but never mind me.”
Now that Fanny was in her early twenties, the Godwins
were trying to find employment for her. One possibility was for her to join her
aunts Eliza and Everina, who were running a school together in Dublin. Perhaps
Fanny could join them and become a teacher.
But when the aunts arrived for a visit, something went
wrong. They decided not to take Fanny with them. On 8 October, she suddenly
left London, heading west for Bath, where Mary and Shelley were staying. No one
knows if Fanny stopped to see them. Perhaps she did. Perhaps she asked to be
allowed to live with them. Perhaps they refused her. Perhaps she argued with
them about the Godwins. No one knows.
But she traveled on to Bristol, about 120 miles west
of London. There she wrote quick letters to Mary and to the Godwins. Mary said
theirs was “very alarming”—and it was: Fanny wrote that she was going to kill
herself. Shelley raced to Bristol, but at 2 a.m., he returned with no news.
The next day, Shelley went back to Bristol. This time,
he was gone two days, and when he returned, Mary wrote a brief note in her
journal: “The worst account—a miserable day—”And so it was. Fanny Imlay Godwin
had taken her own life.
At Swansea, a Welsh seaport about fifty miles farther
west from Bristol, she had taken a room at an inn. When she did not come down
the next morning, the innkeeper forced open her door and found her dead. Beside
her on a table were a bottle of laudanum and a suicide note.
To protect her family from embarrassment, Fanny had
not signed the note and had left no other forms of identification except for
the letter “G” on her stockings and the letters “MW” (her mother’s initials) on
her corset. She also had with her a small gold watch that Mary and Shelley had
bought for her in Switzerland.
Her suicide note was inexpressibly sad:
I have long determined that the best thing I
could do was to put an end to the existence of a being whose birth was
unfortunate, and whose life has only been a series of pain to those persons who
have hurt their health in endeavoring [trying] to promote her welfare.
An inquest in Swansea came up with a simple verdict:
“found dead.” There was no official speculation about suicide. Godwin was
worried that news of the death would have a terrible effect on his already low
reputation. He wrote to Shelley: “Go not to Swansea; disturb not the silent
dead ….” He said that he would probably
tell people that Fanny had gone to Ireland to be with Everina and Eliza.
There was another reason to make sure Fanny’s death
was not declared a suicide: The law (until 1823) required a suicide to be
buried at a crossroads with a stake through the heart. The stake supposedly kept the ghost in the
ground, and the crossroads spread the evil influence in four directions.
So Fanny was
buried in an unmarked pauper’s grave.
Such a lonely
fate for the woman, who, as a little girl had been such a happy child. Mary Wollstonecraft had written of Fanny when
she was only four months old: “Besides looking at me, there are three other
things, which delight her—to ride in a coach, to look at a scarlet waistcoat
[vest], and hear loud music ….”
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