Mary and Claire run off with Shelley, leaving stepsister Fanny behind. July 1814.
But Fanny Wollstonecraft, who’d adored Godwin since
her early childhood, could not leave the only father she'd ever known. In July 1814 when Bysshe Shelley ran
off with two of the three young women living in the Godwin household (Mary and Claire),
Fanny, just 20, remained behind.
Sort of.
She was in Wales at the time, possibly to visit some of
the family of her mother (Mary Wollstonecraft), and Godwin asked stepson
Charles Clairmont, 19—temporarily back with the Godwins from his sojourn as a
printer’s apprentice in Edinburgh—to write to her to get her to come home. But
not to reveal the reason, not
directly. Discretion, you know. And home she came.[1]
We can only imagine what Fanny felt when she realized
the meaning in the message. Bysshe had run off with Mary and Claire—horrifying
enough. But maybe even worse? He’d gone without her—had gone when he knew that taking her along was not even an option. Wouldn’t we like to blend into
Fanny’s head for a discreet visit?
Why did he go
without me?
Perhaps he left
only when he could leave? If I’d been
home, maybe he …?
What must I do now? Maybe he will send for me?
And if he does? What will I do …?
But he didn’t send for her. And there was Fanny, back with the
Godwins, dealing with the psychological crises that crackled around her. Mary
Jane Godwin—Claire’s mother—had actually caught up with the runaways just
across the Channel in Calais—had even persuaded Claire to return with her. But
then Claire changed her mind again, and Mary Jane went back to Godwin with the
grim news. The girls were gone. Lost.
Fanny must have endured fierce questioning from her
elders. What do you know? Why didn’t you tell us? That sort of thing. As Janet Todd
put it, “As the only young woman in the house, Fanny bore the brunt of the
Godwins’ disappointment.”[2] Can’t
we see the looks on the adults’ faces? The skepticism? The suspicion (the
certainty?) that Fanny was lying to them?
And then on August 10, 1814, young William Godwin, 11,
probably sick of all the wailing and moaning and finger-pointing and drama, ran
away for a couple of days. He claimed, says Todd, that “he felt ridiculed at
school.”[3] A
pretty good lie.
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